a lot, but if you're willing to listen,
i go by many names, but most know me by soul! i'm some flavor of queer that's quite hard to pin down - somewhere between genderqueer and transmasculine, and omnisexual perhaps? - and if my hubris doesn't kill me then my neurodivergency definitely will.
i'm kidding,,, i think. either way, i'd consider myself a creative! i like to draw and write and play with my touys all the way over in the very depths of canada. though i've always been adverse to making a job of it, the art industry is scary man. but that won't stop me from making an consuming art, and it shouldn't stop you either!
i love music and video games and dissecting characters in my head and i can totally be trusted around metaphors and symbolism and the like. i will not absolutely lose my goddamn mind over that stuff. you can talk to me about characters and i will be completely normal! swear! ^_^
i like to think i'm an optimistic person and i strive to make it true and to make it remain that way. and i refuse to stop fighting for my happy ending til i feel that warm light envelop me.
i get particularly loud and obnoxious around people i like and trust; otherwise i'm pretty quiet most of the time and don't like talking to strangers, a true to form introvert. basically, if i'm annoying, i like you a lot!!
i'll always be a little weird and confusing, even to myself. this mental health shit get serious, what can i say? but really. i often struggle with my identity, with my memory, but that's for me to worry about, not you. just know that shit is hard sometimes, but i'm still trying my best.
hope you're doing okay, whoever's reading this. you got this <3
my favorite,,
colour red
time early morning
animal birds
fruit strawberries
season autumn
planet pluto
game inscryption
pokemon joltik
console nintendo dsi
number five
windows version me
music
chonny jash, jhariah, glass beach, tally hall/miracle musical, will wood, lemon demon, the crane wives, idkhow,
p! ost
games
phighting, pokemon, clangen, don't starve, inscryption, portal, mother series, the binding of isaac, hades, pressure, minecraft, ultrakill, undertale/deltarune, regretevator
other stuff
inanimate insanity, petscop, warrior cats, console modding, 90's - 00's software and hardware, ornithology
my pets!!
juno, an excitable young dog who acts exactly like her namesake: loud, dramatic and stubborn. super cuddly, affectionate and lovable.
maki, a deceptively cute budgie with a love for peaches and a knack for throwing shit to the ground. loves exploring. jhariah's #1 fan.
more about me
age sixteen (16)mains!!
p! sword, sling, vine